What Happens When You Can’t Take It Any More?
I can’t recall a time in my life when I have thought about suicide more often, and when the fantasies were more realistic. It was getting to the point that I seriously thought I might need to get the
Why Am I Doing This to Myself?
I’m having luck letting go of my anger and ego, somewhat. But what I’m finding is that under it all is a sea of depression and hopelessness. Hopelessness has always been a main character of my story.
The Shame of Existence
Yesterday, Rocky and I were talking about cleaning the house. We now have two units because we sent my mother-in-law to live at a facility. We were just having fun, and she said that there were dishes
Hostile Architecture and Murderous Rage
I study art. I’m aware of the importance of Michelangelo’s Piata. Is brutalist architecture cool or gross? Which decade of Picasso’s life is his most important? Frank Gehry just died. Were his blindin
Love Is Stronger Than Control
The City of Akron just barricaded the little road between Grace Park and Haven of Rest. That’s where a lot of us bring food and supplies to our houseless neighbors.They closed it because people were s
The Season For War
I deeply believe this: A Time for Everything 1There is a time for everything,and a season for every activity under the heavens:2a time to be born and a time to die,a time to plant and a time to uproot
The Wrong Answer to Neglect: Why Forced Institutionalization Won’t Solve Homelessness
The neglect of our mentally ill, severely addicted, and extremely poor neighbors is one of the greatest moral failures of our time. In cities across the United States, people in crisis are left to suf
Feudalism is Inevitable. American Democracy is Dead
I wish I had more time to write about this. But my life is wonderfully intense and exciting right now. This all became crystal clear when I watched this interview of Michigan Democrat Senator Slotkin
How AI Changed My Life at 53: My Journey from Rome’s Colosseum to Building RomaLume
A Life-Changing Trip to Italy I just returned from what might have been the greatest trip of my life. Standing before the magnificent Colosseum in Rome, I felt something profound shift within me. This
What Happened When the Police Showed Up at the Nomadic Spirit
Yesterday, I had an interaction with the police that’s still sitting heavy in my chest. I didn’t film it—honestly, I didn’t think I’d need to. I was coming from a place of peace. I was showing up for
When Intelligence Becomes Arrogance: How Elitism is Fueling America’s Authoritarian Turn
We didn’t lose the working class because they’re ignorant—we lost them because we stopped listening. For years, a quiet war has been raging under the surface of American politics—not between left and
Habeas Corpus Is the Line—And They’re Getting Ready to Cross It
In one of the most alarming developments yet, Stephen Miller—senior adviser to Donald Trump—has openly said the administration is “actively looking at” suspending habeas corpus. This isn’t just legal
Is Trump Just A Paper Tiger Bully?
So now, out of the blue, this happened: US-China trade deal live: Tariffs to be lowered for 90 days, US stock futures rally It’s not really surprising. Trump has been doing this on-again, off-again ta
This Isn’t a War—But It Might Be the Prelude
We’re not in a civil war. We’re not in a revolution. But we’re not in peacetime either. What we’re in, right now, is something like the silence before the storm. The part where the government lays the
Project 2025: The Plan to Break Democracy and Crown a President King
Click here for the full Project 2025 document. – Mandate for Leadership – The Conservative Promise. What if I told you there’s already a detailed plan in motion to dismantle the U.S. government as we
First They Cut the Generals: The Quiet March Toward Authoritarianism
It didn’t start with tanks in the streets. It started with a press release about “efficiency.” On May 5, 2025, Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth announced a sweeping 20% cut to the U.S. military’s four-s
Master List: Authoritarian and Anti-Constitutional Actions by Donald Trump (2025)
The last update to this was on May 24, 2025. Let me know if I forget to add to it. This post is a rolling chronicle of executive orders, proclamations, federal memoranda, and allied state-level initia
I Hate My Mother-in-law
Man. It feels so good to just say it. I HATE my mother-in-law. Just last night, I came to home after an amazing day hanging out with my unhoused friends. I was feeling so great. She met me on the porc
Cyber Self-Defense: STOP Before You Use Tor or a VPN
This is the second video in my Cyber Self-Defense series. And I had to make it right away, because as soon as I posted the first one, I realized something important: People are going to jump into tool
Digital Self-Defense in the Age of Authoritarianism: Why I’m Launching This Series Now
I’m starting something new. It’s not a tech series, not exactly. It’s not just politics either. It’s survival. It’s resistance. I’m calling it Digital Self-Defense. If you’ve been paying attention—rea